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break up
i don’t expect this relationship break up as fast as this time.i know that i asked him too much.and i shouldn’t do this.i believe he has done the best effort, struggle hard, sacrificed many thing to make it happen, but i never say enough for him. i don’t appreciate him.actually i’m so regret this. i should more patience, more understand and more appreciate him.but it’s too late.i just think that i feel hurt alone, and he doesn’t.i always think bad about him.but who doesn’t?everybody always think the worst.and i don’t want that happen to me.i’m too affraid to receive the risk by myself.i’m affraid that he lie to me. and i have defend from this.just it.
even so, i am so thankful for receive his special treatment to me, his kindliness, his patience and everything he has done for me, and of course the chance he gives to put me in some spaces of his heart.thank you..i’m so lucky for that.i appreciate it this much (while i’m stretching my arms, he knows what i mean).and i’m sure that is the only one chances he gives for me.i know too late to say thank you, he said it’s enough.i just want he knows that everytimes i spend my time with him, that is the best part of my life.and i really feel so lucky ever ‘have’ him even just a half or a quarter or the smallest part of him and maybe to be his ’special person’.i do.
i do still love him,i never change my mind about this, i always feel he’s the right one for me, i never doubt it, but i really can’t in this time.not in this condition.not in his status right now.
then i realize that love will find the way, if i and he are fated together, then i and he will.and once again not this time, maybe someday in the better condition, right status, and the other right and better condition.
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Finally u use those words..”Love will find the way”…it’s the only words that can make u feel better. Kata orang, cinta itu…indah…butuh pengorbanan…dan kalian dah nglewati tu smua. But sis, there’s time for both of you to say…”I’ve had enough”…don’t force something that can make both of you hurt, drowning deeper and deeper…you’ve got to breath, so u can’t going under…
Inget…kadang sebuah masalah adalah sebuah solusi…(And said this). Pa yang kamu hadapi sekarang mungkin adalah solusi terbaik bagi semuanya. Isn’t it??
If he changes his mind this is the first place he will go
‘Cos if one day you wake up and find that you’re missing me
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinking maybe you’d come back here to the place that we’d meet
And you’d see me waiting for you on the corner of the street
So I’m not moving
Don’t you think so cko????
umhh, if u can through this situation; you may through the worse and get the best. Do not ever blame yourself; just like u said that Love wil find the way; and it will; if you believe in that, yourself, and him. What ever it takes; the show must go on; so do your Life; daily activity. Keep growing through this situation. i’LL be with you when you need me.
kamu tu g berubah ya.. bahkan setelah semua ini, kamu masih menyalahkan keadaan. menyalahkan kondisi yang g mendukung, menyalahkan situasi yg g kondusif.
Keadaan ato kondisi yg jelek itu seharusnya g akan bisa jadi alasan kita buat pisah.. Kenapa dulu kita bisa dengan angkuh bilang kalo kita g takut dengan semua tantangan ini. Tapi ternyata kamu malah berhenti di tengah jalan.. kamu kalah dengan realita.
Keadaan dan situasi yg jelek adalah musuh kita. bukan untuk ditakuti. tapi untuk dihadapi.
There’s no such thing as ‘love will find the way’. The only thing i know is if you want to earn something, you gotta struggle for it.
aku nggak pernah nyangka konsekuensinya seberat ini. dan aku menghadapinya sendiri.kamu nggak pernah ada ketika keadaan itu datang.aku sendiri..
